I think I had a mixed episode at the beginning of last summer. I had an "almost" suicide attempt - got really close to doing it then drove myself to the ER instead. But then at the hospital I was really happy, bouncing off the walls, doing crazy things - they gave me some magazines, and I ripped out the pages and taped them to the windows in my room. Yeah, I was weird. I spent $200 on some prescription sunglasses - and I wear contacts. I was supposed to be going to a psych facility in Arizona but then the money didn't work and I didn't go, but I bought the sunglasses for that. Anyway....I think that was a mixed episode. Suicidal and crazy at the same time!