Sorry to hear about both of your husbands/ex husbands Sweatpea and michah thats not good! I do truely love my bf but he can just be a real pain in the butt sometimes. He always thinks about himself and thats what really bugs me! i seally would love to get away for a weekend i think that would do me the world of good! I hate being stressed out around my son and when im stressed i get very angry and sometimes i take it out on my son and he doesnt deserve that and when i get cranky at him i feel so bad and that im a bad mum for yelling at him. Mind you he really does know which buttons to press lol. Im hoping now that both myself and my bf know whats wrong with me that i can get myself better and that maybe he can lay off me a bit because hes definately not helping the situation! Fingers crossed things will change for the better soon! P.s sorry if this doesnt make sense half the time i forgot what i was writing about oops!