Im sorry you are feeling this way. I can understand about your husband, my bf is the same way. Thankfully my son is too young to hate me yet. I really think you need to get away, not necessarily leave for good but just go away for a week or 2 or even a month. Do you have any family or friends you could stay with? I hope things work out for you soon. I can strongly sympathise with you. I myself am trying to organise to get away for a few days. Good luck and keep your chin up. Dont let their rude and petty comments towards you get you down, you are better than that!