Im basicly drowning I was diagnosed with biploar three years ago and still havent found the right meds the meds work for a couple months and then im back to cant get out the bed cant take my daughter to school just simply cant function my days are spent in the bed grazing out the window with tears flowing all day every day its hard to belive just three months ago I was a psyc major at school and working but now im just a former shell of who I used to be my family is no support because in there minds this is something I can just(snap out of it!) they dont think this is a real illness with real syptoms I guess you dont understand what you cant see Im still in denial myself that its there I want to so be symtom free and live my life take my kids to the park tickle and play with my four year old this illness has tooken my life is there any surviours of this illness and simply not a victim? if so please please reply