Lol thonking that made me giggle also like the cellarbration hehe. How do you work out if you are a right or a left brain thinker? You make a very good point about the overload of thoughts and such and that leading to me wanting to self harm because that does happen to me. Just last night for instance i had so many thoughts and other such things running thru my head that all i wanted to do was hurt myself. Thankfully i didnt. I just put the headphones on my phome and listened to some really loud music on my phone while i played a game. That help alot it wore me out and i went off to sleep. But vnfortunately things like that dont always work but glad it worked last night. Do you find that when you re read things sometimes that it always seems different because you missed stuff the first few times you read. That jtst happend to me (useless bit of info for the nite lol). The more i read about ADHD the more i truely believe i still have this. I definately believe i have BPD aswell (i think i may have already mentioned that previously sorry) i suppose the best thing to do would be to mention it to my pdoc when i see her next. then