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First off, I will say that I am aware that this post may get moved, but I want it to be seen by my fellow bipolars more than anyone else.
My boyfriend wants me to move back i n with him... the sooner, the better because of my past actions. I just went back on meds and under a physician's care. He thinks that since I'm house sitting for an old friend and am currently unemployed, pulling up stakes and moving back should really be quite easy. I finally had my appointment with the doc and got my dx (Bipolar I Mixed & BPD) on Tuesday. I haven't been on meds for a week yet. I'm going to Texas MHMR... they have offices in his town (which used to be mine). I'm scared to move before I'm levelled out.
He also has a family history of bipolar (I guess like really does attract like) and says that he's going to get himself an appointment with MHMR because he read all the pamphlets and whatnot that I had laying around my house while I was at the last appointment and he was left alone at the house, and he realizes that he does meet a lot of the criteria. He's been drinking a lot (and usually finds a way to blame me for it)
I guess I just need some suggestions as to why it would be best for me to at least stay til my follow up appointment (30 June) and transfer at that time. I just can't find the words, I guess.
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This above all: to thine own self be true,
And it must follow, as the night the day,
Thou canst not then be false to any man.
Farewell, my blessing season this in thee!
~William Shakespeare~
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