Rachie

I'm so sorry this is happening to you. Do you think you would be able to talk to him and come up with some kind of agreement, say you get to go out on some days and he gets to go out on others?

And you don't want to die, I know how you can feel like that some days, God knows I feel like that all the time and have came close to it. But all the bad is really not worth being dead over. There are people that love you and we all here at PC really care about you so please stay alive.