Hi there Silver,
I wouldn't be afraid to see a Dr. out of your country, after all, some of the healthcare in other countries are very good, and it might relieve your mind while you are away from home.
((((silverqueen)))
It's nice to see your name here again on PC, as I have missed you.
I hope you are in good health, and feeling happy, and this worry is subsiding. Others offered very good advice.
It's good to hear from someone who can actually see you and what your concern is ~ so I'd go, and if you do, please don't be afraid, ok?
Peace and Love and Wellness
Night
xoxo