I have to say... i am glad that i chose a different place for this relapse (on the self) because i wouldn't have been able to participate comfortably in stuff these past few days if they had been visible. As they are on my hip, no one knows, and they don't hurt (due to all the padding ). I'm not really sure i'm allowed to say that (because ppl might think i am saying SI is an ok thing) but I am just expressing that, even tho i relapsed, it is not backfiring on me, for which i am grateful. i did give full details to both dr and T. T expressed concern as always. Dr said nothing (it was in the form of an email). I did want to hold myself accountable to them, even if the cuts didn't show. Anyway, there is my rant for now. =)