(((((((((((((( Nina )))))))))))))))))))))

l see your daily struggles each day as you try to find the best and most appropriate help for 'G' and through it all you never cease to amaze me. Each time you feel that you can't carry on like this you somehow from somewhere find the strength to walk the next day. I know you say many many times that it is your fault and what if and should but hunny you are a total inspiration to me.
As far as mothers go l think we all try to walk that extra mile alot of the time neglecting our own needs and wants in the process but YOU NINA give it all 150% all the time but then you are hard on yourself when for one moment you need to take 10% for you . Like right now full of the flu, high temperature and feeling loosy...................do you rest NO!!! still you are worring and fretting over the next minute as who knows what it will bring.
Nina we all love you lots..........but to give 'G' and the rest of the family dont forget yourself. I am counting the days til you get to the UK so l can boss you about and make you get some rest ( only joking about bossing you about) but l hope your trip here to the UK will be as restful and relaxing as possible. Take care my friend and get well soon many hugs to you but hey no passing the cold back to me.......YOU have nothing to reproach yourself for because YOU NINA GIVE IT ALL AND THEN SOME MORE. take each moment as its comes hunny and remember l am always there right at your side as you walk this difficult path
Love you Always
Mandyxxxx

If you need me call me.............. you have my number!!!!! roflol