I think Ive posted here a couple times before, but it was so long ago that I really dont remember my posts at all. I dont think I have any friends here either.

My DX is supposed to be Schizoaffective Disorder, but I dont agree with that. I think Im just chronically depressed. I am on Risperdal, which does help but not enough.

I live with my family but we never talk about anything. I dont have any friends other than online ppl and I dont even trust them enough to talk about my issues.
I keep to myself all the time and I just bottle everything up inside of me.

Thanks for the fast replies

EDIT: your post didnt sound cranky at all. At least not to me. But even if it did, a 13 hour shift is a good reason to be cranky so no problem.