If you have a medical doctor who is seeing you and doesn't believe that you need meds for your symptoms, perhaps you can find a new doctor. It seems odd that you would not be getting meds for a bipolar condition if you were showing signs of the condition. What symptoms are you having which give you cause to believe that you may need meds? I think your best bet is to give your psychiatrist another chance and if that doesn't work, try another doctor. Try and be very clear as to why you feel you need meds.

Keep us posted and good luck-

Slick