I find myself getting attached to my T.

This freaks me out. I DONT WANNA get attached. Can't therapy be a business arrangement? Why am I getting attached to her? I wanna tell her about my flashback this week, but why would I? I feel stupid.

When I get attached to people, they use that attachment to hurt me, or they abandon me.

I think my last session was a huge breakthrough for me...but I am so scared.

I feel myself starting to put the walls back up so I can stay safe from attack.