Hi seek
Dont put yourself down that low that it seems you will never be happy again because it just isn't true.
That might sound like it will never happen BUT you have made a start in the right direction to finding out how to become happier and and see life a bit more in the positive as there are many people here that are just that eager to help others that you will ever wonder how you felt so alone.

In getting help and support we sometimes find that some of the answers we don't like. Parents sometimes just want the best for their children whether they can see it or not and sometimes the parent can be wrong and sometimes the child can be wrong but the trick is to find the middle ground where both can meet and not fly off the handle at the drop of a hat ( its harder then it sounds)

There are other people here that will enlighten you with their wisdom if your willing to listen . the same goes for life. Just look around you in everyday living and try and see were some of your answers may lay.

This all may sound like a load of jibberish now but just maybe it could be the start of something for you.

being alone is such a terrible feeling and sometimes it just doesnt have to be .

I hope you can figure something out and remember now you found this forum you can never be alone or feel lonely again.

people will help