(((((((((((((((((((((Blue))))))))))))))))))))
our heart goes out to you as you struggle with this........be proud of yourself for going it was very brave........
ummmmmmm like beads lost her twin sister a long time ago so yeah we kinda gets it............
hope you can start letting go a bit and find a way to get past this.........there ismore to life ya know........
anyway sending your our best along with warm fuzzies and peaceful thoughts,

beads