good morning tim........how are you feeling this morning?......i hope a little better........you sure are one loved and very cared about person on these forums........people reach out to help you and console you everytime you post.....i think that all the suggestions that folks have given you are excellent ones and really need to be considered......your life has continued to spiral out of control over the last few months...the anxiety and the hypochondia has become your life.....if you are to regain any control...you need to seriously consider therapy......we all love you and i know how very much it hurts us to see you struggling......love you...julia