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Jun 01, 2009, 06:48 PM
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Member Since: May 2009
Location: TRUCKEE, BA
Posts: 11
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A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE OF YOU THAT SHARED YOUR THOUGHTS AND SUPPORT WITH ME!
TO UPDATE: I CAN TELL YOU THAT I AM MEETING WITH MY ATTORNEY (AFTER FILLING OUT A MOUND OF PAPERWORK) THIS COMING THURSDAY. WE WILL BE PROCEEDING WITH DIVORCE PAPERS.
I WENT BACK FOR MY NIECES COLLEGE GRADUATION AND STAYED AT THE HOUSE WITH HIM AND MY DAUGHTER. AT THAT POINT I TOLD HIM THAT I WAS IN THE PROCESS OF FILING FOR DIVORCE. HE BECAME COLD AND REFUSED TO DISCUSS ANYTHING.
HE HAS ALSO BEEN PLAYING THE INNOCENT, SAD MAN WITH HIS (AND I THOUGHT MINE) EXTENDED FAMILY. THAT IS THE REASON NONE OF MY LETTERS, E-MAILS AND CARDS HAVE BEEN ACKNOWLEDGED BY ANY OF THEM. HE HAS 5 BROTHERS WITH WIVES AND CHILDREN, NOT TO MENTION MY 2 STEPDAUGHTERS FAMILIES (6 GRANDCHILDREN). WOULDN'T YOU THINK THAT THEY WOULD KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH TO ACCEPT THAT I AM NOT A CRAZY, HEARTLESS, CONIVING PERSON?
HOW DO YOU KEEP FROM DROWNING IN SADDNESS AND GRIEF WHEN IT INVOLVES SO MANY PEOPLE THAT YOU HAVE LOVED FOR SO MANY YEARS?
POST OP I AM DOING WELL. TODAY I CAN FINALLY BRING MY ROSIE DOG HOME.
I BEGIN MY NEW JOB ON THE 11TH. HOW IN THE HECK AM I GOING TO BE ABLE TO CONCENTRATE AND STOP THE TEARS WHEN THAT STARTS?     
I KNOW THAT STARTING OVER IS A VERY LONELY, SCAREY PLACE TO BE BUT SOMETIMES THE PAIN OF IT IS JUST TOO MUCH.
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