Dear JR, Thank you so much. I am very isolated, hardly any interaction w/adults. I have two kids w/ serious illnesses. It's tiring. I don't have a therapist right now, so I come here. Coming from such a completely sick family I just don't know what it means to be loved. Of course my husband helps greatly. But I'
ve had lots of bad experiences w/people. I've let so many people take advantage of me and treat me disrespectfully. It's so nice to hear that someone might llove me. How can people love me when they don't know me, though? I have a hard time feeling love for others and believing others could actually love me. But this is supposed to be for Ryan. So I will stop.