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I am having a meeting tomorrow and I really don't want to go to it. i have to talk to the top dude of the mental health center..I am very scared and really don't want to go...I feel like locking myself in my apartment and never leaving again...But nobody understands that I I just can not do this..And I wish somebody would just listen to me and not look at me as if I am lying. I use to and that is the old me..I have been being honest with everyone...I have been drinking more than usual. And I am not a drinker...I feel that maybe the slcohol with numb me but it hasn't.
LLL1985
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