Thanks Sunrise,

I might need to get out of our small city or something, if it comes to that. But before I get referrals for my family, i need to find a T for me first! lol For now I am going to stay with my young T, she is very motivated to help me, and sometimes that is what matters the most. She often asks me, when I talk about interactions I have had from other T's , what do you think they have learned from me?

I am a little worried too about me, feeling kinda down the last few days. It is the first time since I have been over my deep depression. I know it is only a few days, but it worries me that I am going to slide back into that hole again. I feel physically off too, so maybe that is it. I have these hard knots at the base of my head that hurt when I touch them. Maybe I am fighting an infection or something, I just feel weak.