Exoticflower - I happen to be reading the book, "The Obsidian Mirror" which details bodywork quite well. This book was the last push to get me to reach out in this direction... turns out the book also inspired this bodyworker into the business.

Sunrise - this will be a new clinician who specializes in healing the body from trauma held in it.

I've had massages before, so my guess is some of it will be a good experience - and some will not; like having to dis-robe particially, her asking what the tension is holding, protecting... walking me through any panic attacks or flashbacks that come up. Since it is a first 30 min session, I am mainly hoping for pain relief in my back/neck/shoulders and a break from the migraines. But... being a healer, she could well pull up stuff. It's time tho. I'm ready - or as ready as I'm gonna get I made the apnt as soon as poss so i couldn't chicken out. But i can't keep living in this much pain. I'm done. And the right person showed up. I like how that works - when it's right, things just flow. Now i can go back to biting my nails.