((doggybonz))) hang in there - you can get through this - we alll can

((Fuzzybear))) thankyou for the hugs - you are kindness itself as always

(((Kiya))) my place really is a tip - but I wil try to clear a space - part of me thinks i dont deserve it though.... still...

T was supposed to ring me yesterday but didnt and hasnt rung yet today - will ring him if i dont hear from him in an hour or so cos its 5pm and I dont know what time my appt is for tomorrow - I know he's prob just busy - I feel safe with T - but T is not here and I cant remember his office...
I will be fine.

take care P7

update - T rang I see him tomorrow - part of me doesnt want to go cos I miss the safe feeling so much when I leave - maybe its better not to know what you have lost.