I wonder if I am having am mixed episode or VERY rapid cycling...
Yesterday I was pretty OK for much of the day. I have had long term trouble getting out of bed in the morning and getting my housework and business item done. No energy to do them. I lay around on the couch and only go out when I have to to pick up my kid from school. That says depression, but I wasn't FEELING sad. Yesterday I was able to go to a meeting about my kid's school and some possible learning disabilities, I was engaged and was able to talk during the meeting with no problem. Picked him up from school, was able to have a nice day, handle taking him to swim team and watch the toddler during practice. Then before bed, I suddenly got very stressed and angry. I wanted to ram my head through the wall, crawl into a hole and die. I took some Advil PM so I could sleep and it still took more than an hour to calm down. I forced myself to stay in bed even though I wanted to leave and go out driving or running or something to get rid of my energy.

I am so confused. Am I high or am I low?

Today I still feel pretty angry and irritable.