I wish i could believe it. but i keep hearing that im getting too self centered. And its not like im being bombarded by it, but i am hearing it in daily doses from lots of people. everytime i try to tell her that I hear that from everybody, she believes im lumping her in with the masses. But im not. I am hearing it all the time. I never thought i was that bad but i guess i am.

Maybe thats why my friends desserted me? I dont know.

im just not wanting to try today

thanks for posting sannah - but i really feel like i should just give up trying.
me