Thread: T cancelled my appt this morning
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Old Jun 02, 2009, 11:58 AM
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MY T CANCELLED MY APPOINTMENT THIS MORNING. I FEEL LIKE CRYING. I FEEL SCARED.

I'm still dealing with delusional thoughts, though it's much better since my meds change 3 weeks ago. But I still HATE that I have this delusional thinking. And I do still have thoughts and/or feelings that life isn't really worth living.

I feel fragile, jumpy and a bit paranoid. (Did he do this on purpose??) What if he's sick of my depression and negativity? I'm such a mess.

The secretary said he called in sick, so I guess he could really be sick.
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I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture
than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you."
Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure.
Can't stop you from praying and blessing me,
and if that makes you feel better feel free.
But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me.
And let's all respect each other's feelings.
With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings."
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