Okay, GreyGoose, go check yourself into the Mayo Clinic and find out what horrible physical ailment you have. I agree with you, wasting any more time on anxiety, would be just that. Wasteful. You've convinced me, and especially after you withheld the info about your previous hospitalizations, that you do have something awful wrong, physically, with you. I wouldn't hesitate. I would do this Monday, at the latest.

I am very curious about why you withheld so much information about your previous mental health care? That was pretty odd. Letting all of us try to help you, over and over again..keeping that to yourself..while we came up with everything we could think of to be of aid to you.