I am writing this as I am feeling completely devastated.
I went back to work this morning after a sick leave to be confronted by my bosses about work that I had not done going back years. They were right, there is 20% of my work I did not do properly and I could not defend myself since I am guilty of what they accuse me of. They told me to go home and they will call me, I was only supposed to go back for 2 days this week and 3 days...and so on. When they confronted me I did not know what to say, they are right and I do not have the energy or the mental capacity right now to correct the situation.
I lost all confidence in that company and its officers a while back and now they have lost confidence in me and I feel I cannot go back there...but I need a job...my options are to quit or have them fire me...
I brought all this on to myself and now I really dont have a life, I am completely empty, shattered. Why does life have to be so hard???
I gave a lot to that company over many years but I guess one mistake and there goes everything...