(((((((((((Amazonmom)))))))))))
I don't think that your T or husband will be disappointed. A set back is not a failure. It's proof that you are human. These things take time and I'm sure that she is actually very proud of you for being on the right track even if to you it seemed like a short time.
To put it another way. Imagine if you were a smoker.... and you were trying to give up. The very fact that you wanted to give up would be the greatest achievement!!! and even if you never completely quit smoking but simply reduced the amount of cigarettes per day that would give you immense health benefits!!!!
So simply by trying to get better you are a success!!!
I'm thinking of you and sending lots of good vibes into the world just for you!