I find that I am really afraid to make friends. I really want friends, I love meeting people and getting to know them but it reaches a point where I am scared to hang out with people because I am convinced that once they get to know me they'll hate me and go away. I am so scared to let people see the real me because I know they'll hate it. Even my boyfriend who I have been with for over a year I am scared to talk to or spend time with because I still think he's going to realize I am a horrible person and leave me. In January we broke up for 2 and a half months but got back together (so we haven't really been together a year I guess technically) I broke up with him and part of the reason was because I was scared that we were s close and I thought he was going to leave me if I didn't do it. Does anyone else ever feel this way?