When I returned to T on Monday, during my "Protests" at her going away, I remember suddenly saying "what a waste of time this is, you go away and I then sit here ranting and raving" and T said, "perhaps thats what you need to do before we can be back together again?"
I'd never looked at anything like that, always thinking that there was this "other" way of being and I wasn't quite getting it, but T's reply made me realise that sometimes in life, it does feel messy and uncomfortable but perhaps theres a deeper purpose to it. It reminds me of the Salmon that fights to get upstream to do its most precious act. I think my mind has been stretched again LOL!
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Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive, it isn't. ~Richard Bach
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