Support is so appreciated

I know the work will be hard as the Adult Completion Program (ACP) is fast paced.
It will take self motivation and discipline which we lack. Another "message" to work thru, another roadblock that we have to realize is more like a couple of saw horses not a stone wall.
Trying to break these fears down into manageable pieces.
A friend threw some shards of glass on my path and I am trying to sweep them up too......not very supportive, more like i need to reconsider and not go there. Turned on the "message" of doubting myself and all the negative not good enough, smart enough, not emotionally stable enough, or physically healthy enough.......because it didn't work for her and she is so negative about her experience in the ACP. Have to keep saying to myself that I am not her. That I have the support she didn't have. I love to learn new things. I have a goal and this is NOW MY CHANCE to go for it.
H is very supportive of this. Financially it will be a burden, but he said not to even look at that. We will find ways to do this.
Sorry for the rambling.
Thank you all for being supportive.
I will be taking full advantage of this support come August, if I get into the program--and if not, I will still take classes so I can get into the program later. Not letting this opportunity slip by again!!!!!!