Just having another bad day feeling really depressed and out of it. Don't feel like doing anything except sitting around or watching TV. Sometimes I feel tears in my eyes for no reason but I don't actually cry jus feel like it. I hate these recurrent bouts of depression. My mom is not doing too well. She lives in another state and part of me feels like I need to go visit her but the other part of me does not really want to be around anyone. I feel guilty about this and this only adds to my feelings of depression. Just needed to share some today hoping it will help me feel better.