the voices are over-powering...telling me to... do really bad stuff to myself... i don't deserve to live, etc. they are even showing me ways to do certain things. My husband called the (mental) hospital I was at before at they said if I was in real crisis (which they believe i am) go to the ER because otherwise they want me to come in right away and my husband can't get me there there quick, because he is having to take off work early just to take me to ER and hospital is further away.... I'm scared.

Please keep me in your thoughts/prayers. I don't know how long I'll be there, or if they'll transfer me somewhere else.