as it turns out, me best friend and i are no longer friends. we hardly spoke at graduation last night to at project graduation. she called today asking what my problem is but i am only upset b/c of how SHE has been acting. she has a rather high financial status, whereas i don't. she takes EVERYTHING for granted b/c she doesn't work for anything!!!!!!!! and she doesnt understand why I AM UPSET! she didnt work at all in her classes in school, she didnt have to b/c she already knows she is going to college. mommy and daddy are going to pay for it so it doesnt matter if she tries in hs! i on the other hand have worked so hard at school so i can get grants and scholarships b/c i dont have the money to go. i wasnt a big deal to me that i graduted last night with high academic honors b/c i knew i'd earned it. lin-z though didnt even have a 3.0 gpa, she didnt work for that. i helped her so much of her work, its ridiculous.

sorry she called earlier asking what my problem is. i hung up but i am still pissed. i am thinking about but avoiding si. aaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhh! i dont care if i NEVER see her again. all she does is take take take and think about herself.

i just needed to vent!