pdoc never says anything, and i prefer it that way, because i dont want him to know i am about to cry. pdoc knows i put on a "therapy face" for him - can't let him see the cracks into my real self!!!

old-T did talk to me once about how lots of people cry in front of him, and how it was ok with him. dont know if that was the only reason, but i used to bawl my eyes out in front of him after that. pity he turned out to be a bit of a b*stard.