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I had a "Freudian" psychiatrist that was an absolute nasty. He pried very deeply into my psyche and made me feel worse than an animal, and animals don't even do what I did in my past(I have a lot of respect for animals. Better than most humans!) I was a sexual predator in the sense that I abused men in a most heinous way......after a couple of sessions I got very suspicious about his motives......almost like he was reliving my exploits in a most "dark" way.......hhhhmmmm I told him he was a pervert of the worst kind and that he deserved to catch the worst disease I could think of. I stormed out and never went back.

I felt so violated, and hurt that he had used my shame and guilt at causing distress for these people, for his own depraved means. So i then found a good psychiatrist and put the rest to bed.......karma has a way of sorting stupid people out.......

I can't remember why I wrote this, but I hope it helps........we all experince wa^&kers from time to time........I hope it improves, babe