Dear Bluu,
I'm sorry this has happened also.
I hope that you feel better soon.
It is hard to loose people and pets that we love so much.
There is no wrong that you have done. You could not possibly have known what the future would bring.
I really believe you will get through this and begin to see the light of a beautiful day ~ and feel better about life and the things that happen to us along our way ~ in your own precious time.
Peace,
Night
xo