WHAT IF you let everyone down? fill in the blanks and see what you are afraid will happen if you don't do as well as you wish.
WHAT IF you do this just for you? then it will not be about them at all.
WHAT IF you discover this is exactly what you have been wanting to do? the what if's can be positives as well as negatives.
WHAT IF this enriches your life and adds amazing new experiences to your life and you just love it???
it will help if you hold in your mind the truth that you have the right to try whatever you want and that we often learn more from our failures than our successes....HOWEVER, that doesn't mean that you WILL always fail.
No matter what you decide about this school, YOU ARE STILL OK!!!
leslie and the pixies