LLT,
This happens to me all the time and maybe it is part of the way my T does therapy. I have a difficult session like the one where I introduced my Touch plan. The adult me is there so I seem all together and ready to push forward. Then after the session, other less "together" parts surface and I kind of freak out. I send my T a bunch of stuff from these parts between the sessions. Sometime when she replies she says things the suggest that we will address an issue in the next session.(e.g. "the child part of you is really scared, we will talk to her next time and give her a few more tools to stay present.") But then the next session seems really superficial and I mention some of the stuff that surfaced after the session but never really talk in detail about it or in the above case never get any tools to stay present. IDK I guess it is my fault we stay on the edges of the issues and never it the center.I'll have to think about this more before next week. Maybe we are in the center or working on the "tools" and I just don't see it.?????