(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Leslie)))))))))))))))))))))))) Sometimes the insight that we gain from t and trying to objectively look at our life can be very difficult. I am sorry you are recognizing things that are hurtful to you. I am sorry that you are having to go through all this pain but you are healing. You are getting stronger. As you heal you will find what is best for you. Know you are a wonderful person just the way you are.

BB