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Jun 04, 2009, 09:18 AM
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Member Since: Feb 2007
Location: Florida
Posts: 1,611
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Elysium. First I have to say I just love you - you are always so open and honest. I feel a real affinity with you.  
I don't have any alters, just coping with me, myself & I is difficult enough for me!  This may be very different from what you mean, but when I read this post I thought it kind of described what I'm feeling right now.
I'm on new meds that are helping quite a bit with my depression and delusional thinking. The meds are not stopping the delusional thinking. But they are helping me not react to it. In fact I can *watch* the delusional thinking go by and feel mostly calm. I had been getting triggered all the time by almost anything, over reacting to the smallest thing. So it feels like what you described. Like your James is my delusional thinking. And like you are okay but aware of and feel James, I think and am aware of my delusional thoughts but remain pretty okay most of the time since the new meds kicked in. Does that make any sense to you? Does it sound like what you are experiencing with James?
I'm still unhappy that I have this delusional thinking. But I'm grateful I'm not suffering it's effects that much. I can step aside and observe it. I'm finding it a learning experience.
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