Anyway, I have a medical related phobia (I've got lots and lots of fears!) and I needed to go to the doctor about a month ago. T went with me and we were talking about it in session yesterday and she informed me that, at the doctor, after the procedure, as we sat in the waiting room while I calmed and came back to earth, I reached for her hand. This was shocking to me. I literally did a mental double take when she told me. I actually reached out to be held but have no memory of it happening.