I can't rewrite it, idk why but I just can't

When i was on holiday i lost one email to T too, but I thought hey the stupid mobile phone services provider, their internet is not working properly when you're abroad, but maybe it's just me, not good at anything, even such a simple thing as sending emails. 10 minutes later and I'm not even sure i wrote the email, not sure about anything, hate myself for being so stupid.