Well, I feel better today. I think I've just been sleep deprived which makes me more sensitive. oh yeah I become very paranoid and b**chy when I don't get enough sleep. I'm not going to have blagh's over a relationship that's been over for 5 years. Apples and oranges. But see it did something, it showed you how far you've come and that your taste has improved if nothing else. I wish ex's had to move far away after they were ex's so that there are no awkward encounters. I hope you got some sleep and realized how much better off you are ~hugs~