((M)) Reading your last few comments made me feel really sad.

Treehouse your comment about your son holding your hand made me think of my own children and how often both of them reach out for me. I don't particularly like to be touched, but when they to these little things it an inner part of me just melts. I like providing this type of comforting for them. I also feel good because I feel like I provided them with something special that I don't think I will ever fully appreciate.

Touch should not be harmful!...there has to be a way to re-program and fix this loss