(((((ash, kiya, P7)))))

the person who hurt me before started making comments again, and last night he lashed out at me physically. it's ok, i'm ok now. just it's hard to contain it to "only x happened" and not be worried that it's going to get worse - progress to y and z.

more than anything, i'm in shock. it hasn't happened for a few years now. i thought it was over.