pdoc is on leave for the long weekend, i think. he said he could call yesterday and i replied and asked him to, but he didn't, so i don't think i can ask him again. and he is on leave, so i dont want to disturb him.

T doesn't know about the home situation, so i can't really tell him. also, i dont know if i'm allowed to call him between sessions.

the person used to hurt my puppies before, because it would make me cry and i would try to protect them so he would hurt me as well. so i cant let my puppies near him.

it's ok, i'm ok, i was just in shock. very tired. pretty spacey, but i need to do an assignment, so i dont know what to do. want to SI, but i think that's not a good idea.