sorry kiya, i didnt see your reply.

i havent told anyone yet. pdoc is the only person i can tell and he is on leave. it was my fault anyway, it was my mistake, so it's ok. i can keep safe because i did it all this time and i just made a mistake yesterday so that's why it happened.

thank you for the hugs, darling girl.

i'm sorry for bringing this thread here, it's not really fair on anyone when it's going on.