MInes just come back from a weeks break. the BIG summer break begins Aug 5th. I've battles these past 6yrs with trying to accept missing her, then going back to pretending its much easier being away from therapy, to why would I miss 2 50mins sessions anyways? But something T said on monday just goine when I was venting my pain at her absence last week, she said "Yes my being away is a reminder of the time we do spend together", that "spend together" made me stop and think a bit more, like how emotionaly cold would it be to not miss that? Isn't this what we're all searching for? the ablity to enjoy and appricate someone elses presence? So I'm gonna have to stop trying to "erase" her when shes not around and sadly accept that dam yes I miss her presence.