i feel disgusting.
i feel like i cant even go outside because i look so bad.
ive got huge shoulders. MAN shoulders. and i look so FAT. im so ugly. i have a huge nose and tiny pigish eyes and bloody stupid frizzy curls and a huge chin.
im so deformed.
im revolting.
its a wonder anyone can actually like me.
im so ugly.
im so fat.
im so manly.
im so revolting.
and im so stupid for caring.
im going to be like this forever. i doubt it can ever change. and ive got no willpower. i look awful in everything.
why cant i just be pretty?
why cant i just be thin?
why cant i just be perfect?